Plz understand me

M i acting sad or poor ? Im nt .i din go n 5 her adi .i write tis blog juz 1 2 express my feeling .tis is tat way 2 let me more comfortable .i noe u r her fren .u dun1 see her no mood or wat .but u think by urself la .she wil no mood becoz of me ? U trust wat she said ? Think wisely lo .n u go n ask her properly lo .dun cum here n scold me tat u duno anything .anyway thx la .