X'mas eve

Have a best X'mas eve....1st ,went to my cousin wedding dinner at selyang palace restraunt...About 10 sumting ,i leave..goin zhao zhao haus 2 have party..haha...after tat ,DJ bring us 2 Hartamas pub...wow ,i drank many beer....haiz...pengsan...after tat ,fetch shir yee back..1st time saw her haus..wow juz lik the palace...

The end

Try 2 control my heart...wun influened by u easily........

Im Back.........

Happy day

Really happy 2day...she bcum the 4th girl tat i fetch^^....but will tis hapiness can stand 4 long time ? Perhaps it will...The war will cumin soon...i will fight it bravely..To my sumbody : Hw about u recently ? altough din talk with u 4 long time but i still veri care about u...hope u willing 2 tell me...n hope u still can remember our date(shogun) after spm...i will go abroad 2 'bei jing' on 15 dec.... so i hope our date will be in 14 dec....hope u will do wat u promise me...dun make me disappoit.......

Alone

Day without “蚊子” Veri lonely without her ..i think back many things tat happen frm us last time .Gt sweet n sour ..Reali appreciate our memory ...i wana stop tis happy moment n enjoy it slowly ..but ...impossible !! I juz need an oppurtunity !!! Can i have it or mayb should i have it ? Anyway ,i reali miss u tis few days . BAD DAY !!!

Hoe love Mun 4ever...^^

Finally ,u gave me d answer tat i wait 4 2 years..Tis answer nt my expected answer . Although it was cruel but i should accept ..U 1 me 2 4get u ,but u think i cn 4get u ? U make me more hurt ...Anymay ,I love you 4ever although i noe u love him but nt me ..

Ho Kar Mun...i hate u

fed up

Many ppl ask : y my blog just talk about her ? Come on SPM is comin soon ..tis is a war tat lead ur future .do u worry about tat ?Is she is ur main target 2 survive in tis world ? Hoe said :of coz i worry ..im pick up nw ..she nt my main target 2 survive but she realy is my part of life .... A really gud fren told me 2day tat dun waste time on tis girl .she is a bad girl ....after she said ,i think 4 a while ..she nt so bad at al ..Sumtimes she wil enjoy her happiness n her pain wit me ..but sumtimes ...lik wat d chinese said : sumtime cold ,sumtime hot ( hu leng hu re ) ...but i juz expect she cn treat me like hh ...can ?juz care me a bit more if u wana be with me ...Haiz ,almost 2 years ,4 u mayb nt long ,but 4 me juz lik 20 years ..i put double effort in tis 2 years 2 fight 4 my lover ..but finally wat i get ? Wat i cn tel u is 'zero' ...if u realy ct put him down den u tel me la ..i did many things 2 u juz becoz i love u ...but i felt tat u veri irritated ..izit ? Saw u unhappy ,den ask u y .but u dun even 1 2 tel me .fine .Sms u ,dun1 reply .Giv u things ,u dun1 .Cal u dun wana 2 answer my cal ....saw u moodless ,1 2 tam u ..u said u wil put him down .so i see 2moro wheather u wil sit wit him o nt ..dun make me disappoint again ..finally i 1 2 tel u , i really love you . Plz give me change ,i wil treat u very gud ..

Y we become so strange at al ..am i did so much tat cause u feel irritated ? juz tel me la ..mayb i feel wrongly but...anyway wat i did 2 u is love u 2 much ..u can choose 2 appreciate or choose 2 reject ..

Many ppl sick recently .im d 1 who get sick . T.T .my dear also get sick ,feel lik veri serious ..im so 'sam tong' ..hope tat u wil recover soon .rmb drink more water n take enough rest ..

Angry

Duno when u're real n when u're fake...
Hate la wei!!!!!

T.T

Im upset ...Many thing was happened this few days .exspecialy my family ..realy duno wat did u al think ...realy hope tat cn chat wit sumbody bcoz after chat with sumbody i'll lost al my stres ..but she...nt mine n ...T.T

Hate

I duno wat u realy think about ? I really ct understand sumbody...wat u told me n wat i saw realy different...u built up my confidence but y u want 2 destroy it...i really hate lahhhhhhhhh........
Y must tis b lik tat ?? Moodless....

to my "sumbody"
GAMBATEH in ur studies....i will oways support u

Peaceful

At this peaceful midnite ,my heart veri peace now...
think back ,many things happen between us...sweet n sour..realy happy sumtimes ,but it will be my memory...
an unforgetable memory tat a girl tat i love so deep......

I won't let you cry ,my dear ,
You'll never be alone in darkness ,
See my smile ,i'll always be with you ,
You have to believe ,you are my 4ever ,
A little faith can brightens a rainy day ,
Love is difficult you can't go away....
Love u 4ever

I will wait 4 u..
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you..........

Bad feel

I saw u really feel happy when u wit him .Tat hapi ct 5 frm me...tat day after tuition ,i talk 2 u ,but u answer me with ur unhappy face..ok ,fine ...mayb u gt something happen.....i can realize it....but when he came down ,ur face chenge immediately...frm upset 2 happy...den i noe she only can 5 her hapiness frm him...like wat she said last time "only Z.Hoe make me moodless n make me feel so hard". after that she n him go 2 the side n talk..urs action veri close .Mayb u n him 2gether adi.....i heart feel hurt suddenly...she haven talk 2 me lik tis...mayb gt but juz at phone...After tat my father cum...my youngest sister point at Mun n ask me" Goh goh ,tat 1 nt kar mun jie jie meh ?y she stand with a guy at the side n their action so close.." Wat can i answer 2 my sister ? I realize tat success is depend on hw much effort did u put in except love...It is useless eventhough i put double or triple or more effort 2 fight 4 love .At the end u juz get the pity love but nt the true love...I realy understand wat did Ying told me...but wat can i do ?She is d person tat i love most in my life...

The day after 2moro

Wat will happen ?perhaps u will come back 2 me soon..love u much..

Skul

Syoik...we go cc with chap ,yung chuen ,vincent ,jungle ,eugene after finish moral exam .haha....boring...duno hw 2 play dota so i update my blog..2moro is addmaths paper 2...i must score <65 in tis exam...gambateh 2 myself..

一种感觉

这种感觉突然间又来了，对我来讲是非常熟悉。这种感觉在去年的七月一号我已深深的体会到。不知怎样说，但惊喜要来了。我又要面对一个我不想面对的事实。

Thx Mr . Saimun

Sai Mun ...thx 4 ur nasi lemak n fetch me tat day ..haha..I promise u i will score A in physics...

Plz understand me

M i acting sad or poor ? Im nt .i din go n 5 her adi .i write tis blog juz 1 2 express my feeling .tis is tat way 2 let me more comfortable .i noe u r her fren .u dun1 see her no mood or wat .but u think by urself la .she wil no mood becoz of me ? U trust wat she said ? Think wisely lo .n u go n ask her properly lo .dun cum here n scold me tat u duno anything .anyway thx la .

4th day without Mun

My heart is painful nw .nt less than less ,is more than more .mayb 4 u juz no mood but 4 me is pain .fren told me if u 1 put down u sure can ..but some injury ct recover .u think put down a person easy ? I cn tel u al ,wana put down a ppl is veri difficult .u must be tough .but im nt .Sum times reali hope u wil tam me back even every day i oso waiting u but i noe it is impossible 4 u 2 tam me .but perhaps u will .

T.T

Im pleased 2 meet u at my life....but y i do so much things oso can't get ur heart??? is it fair 2 me?? I really luv her but no choice ...i must put it down becoz luv a person who nt luv u ..is veri stupid 1..haiz..y u dun treat me juz a little bit gud ??tat is enough 4 me ....but nvm la..i noe u wun....i think it is the end of my luv story


Love story
We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say "Yes.'"

Oh, oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

Oh, oh. Oh, oh.

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you...

Fake person

U said u will leave him ,u will put him down , u hate him n wun see him anymore ..wat u said juz a bull shit..nt oni im saying tat even ur fren oso say the same thing ...Are ur trustwothiness still valuable ? i think not ..always lik 2 talk nonsence infront of us...at the end ,u go 5 him.....i wun trust u anymore...wat ur promises n wat u said juz nonsence...i hate u ,i hate u ,i hate u...i adi fed up when listen ur stupid nonsence...i tell myself ,i realy will put u down during the cumin holiday..n u can juz continue 2 find him without any reason.....but i 1 to tell u ...no once will trust u anymore if u continue do tat....

No school

Haha..i ponteng school 2moro..unfortunately i sick n ct see my dear mun...miss u lotzzz.....

Feeling

Would u noe my feeling ?duno y ,i lost my confidence ..mayb is my problem..but...Last few month ,i was sang a song in my final singing competition .this song express all my feeling ...i rmb tat day ...u gave me a suprise..so i sang tis song..

我爱的人

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等

她做了她觉得对的选择

我只好祝福她真的对了

爱不到我最想要爱的人

谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人不是我的爱人

她心里每一寸都属于另一个人

她真幸福幸福得真残忍

让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」

就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

Normal heart

My mood back 2 normal...i closed myself in the room and i think is tat the way 2 to stay her heart ?n i even think am i 2 over ?but wat i did is 4 u...mayb u wun lik..mayb i nt so understanding u becoz mk told me wat her feeling den i really noe ...she wil nt lik me or she wun lik me...Frm nw on i will fully put down u n concentrate on my study...i noe if u really love me u wil 5 me bac..

Becoz of u

Dun noe y u oways treat me lik tat....R u realy hate me?...maybe..yesterday nite ,i wanna chat wit u but u din answer my phone .wil u care about me ? nvm la i noe u wil nt..i realize tat the distance between us is more far and far .but hw can i do 2 make tis distance short n short ? i oni noe hw 2 luv u ,hw 2 make u hapi ,hw 2 treat u better .its tat enough 4 u ? Mayb hh is do more tan me ,luv u more tan me .but i reali wanna say ' i luv u 4ever '

Hapi bufday 2 Hippo ,ah Choo n Wesly ....hope us frenship 4ever..

R u cold blooded?

Dun always show ur angry face 2 me....n even scold me..u will hurt me much...but when u face him ,u din ever scold him angry him...i was so sad...oooo mayb he is ur important person o wat?if u realy hate me tan u juz tell me...i will leave u..I noe 1 day i will leave u..and tis day will cumin soon .I love u so i treat u gud ..but wat did u give me back...juz 'hurt'...hu m i in ur heart? haiz..

Moody

No mood 2day because of u.....

31-07-09

31/07/09...it is an unforgetable day in life...tat is my bufday party..I was very happy on tat day because all my classmate almost attend my bday party..especially the girls..I love u guys much..but oso the boys la..Im here 2 thx all of u gave me a unforgetable bday ....haha...Yong lim , Yung Chuen ,Chap drank beer...Yung chuen u 7 cha...juz half glass ..u adi pengsan adi..haiz ,must improve la..Hw about YL n chap...they al memang kaki botol..I was shocked when i saw DJ came 2 my bday..although we meet no so long but u attend my bufday party...7 bei min (give face)...But i was sad 2 because my dear ct cum 2 my party...haiz...but nvm la ,she celebrate 2 me next day..luv u much

Suffering!!

Wat m i waiting 4 ?wait 4 u 2 treat me better ,wait 4 u 2 say u realy love me ,wait 4 u 2 accept me ...haiz !! M i dreaming? Im suffering in this love since January of last year until nw .i reali did much things 2 her but will she appreciate ? I think no !! Im hurt sumtime .can u treat me better ?juz a little bit more .

Tuition

I went to tuition 2day.....I saw Gian Yang...haha (183 club)'shir yee ' BF..I sit beside him..erm...he such a gud guy...bu cuo bu cuo....after finish tuition Mun ,Ying n Me go yamcha....Ying is mad 2day coz of her lou..she r suffering ....haiz..dun think so much la my dear fren ...Hw about me? stil lik tat la..I gave her a nike bottle 2day..duno she lik it o nt? perhaps u lik it..Tis few weeks u 5 me less ,duno wat u think ...but i sure i luv u much...After yamcha we bac 2 tuition again..Ying told me she juz 1 be my close fren oni...I sturn 4 a while...After thinking 4 few minutes...Altough we dun hav a good future ,but i willing 2 wait u...all my fren in my cls and ur clsmate or even ur 3 best fren also say me stupid ..Am i stupid ?but i realize tat love is blind..U al wil noe wat im doing 1 day ..Love u much...

SPM

Spm cumin soon !!! stil got many times.....100 days ,2400 hours ,144000 minutes ,8640000 seconds......I realy worry about tat...worry about my SPM results with all my 'fren'-9G...From nw on i must study (actually im start studying nw)...hope al my fren n I can get good result in Spm..