fed up

Many ppl ask : y my blog just talk about her ? Come on SPM is comin soon ..tis is a war tat lead ur future .do u worry about tat ?Is she is ur main target 2 survive in tis world ? Hoe said :of coz i worry ..im pick up nw ..she nt my main target 2 survive but she realy is my part of life .... A really gud fren told me 2day tat dun waste time on tis girl .she is a bad girl ....after she said ,i think 4 a while ..she nt so bad at al ..Sumtimes she wil enjoy her happiness n her pain wit me ..but sumtimes ...lik wat d chinese said : sumtime cold ,sumtime hot ( hu leng hu re ) ...but i juz expect she cn treat me like hh ...can ?juz care me a bit more if u wana be with me ...Haiz ,almost 2 years ,4 u mayb nt long ,but 4 me juz lik 20 years ..i put double effort in tis 2 years 2 fight 4 my lover ..but finally wat i get ? Wat i cn tel u is 'zero' ...if u realy ct put him down den u tel me la ..i did many things 2 u juz becoz i love u ...but i felt tat u veri irritated ..izit ? Saw u unhappy ,den ask u y .but u dun even 1 2 tel me .fine .Sms u ,dun1 reply .Giv u things ,u dun1 .Cal u dun wana 2 answer my cal ....saw u moodless ,1 2 tam u ..u said u wil put him down .so i see 2moro wheather u wil sit wit him o nt ..dun make me disappoint again ..finally i 1 2 tel u , i really love you . Plz give me change ,i wil treat u very gud ..